Rather getting nervous breakdown

Sometimes I'm kind of jealous with those SIAO LANG. Everybody just ignore them and won't even bother them. They live a life free from problems that a people has to face, without having any headache, free from everything that I had ever wanted to. And sometimes I was like STOP BOTHERING ME, you are irritating! So sorry if I had showed this kind of expression (If anyone noticed), HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!