PMR Result

The time has come, my friends, this is the day we have been waiting for, PMR RESULT, we are coming!
I know that I have to accept the result, without regret, without sadness, but still, I'm nervous.
This is definitely not weird at all.
Of course, I'm going to get nervous, no matter what the seniors said.
Normal reaction, I should say, I'm not that confident as I'm lazy during the exam. Yes, I admit it, I did not study hard enough that I think I can get the result I want.
I'm no good.
The fact that I did not study enough is bothering me, but I have to be strong, this is life after all.
I still have many years to go, my future is still far away.(Well, not that far)
That's why I have to be strong, and think this as one of the challenges in life.
Be strong.

My brain needs installment

To my beloved, dear P & M,
(Just my stupid complaining, nothing special)
I know I'm the youngest and maturest(since I am the most obedient) among siblings.
Ever since I born into this world, I didn't like to make M angry, I was scared when you angry, and I know you are tired after working... I wanted to help, but in the end, I was the one being yelled at... I think I'm still very stupid after all.
P, you always say that: You are older now, you must know how to do it....
God! Please tell me how to do it!
I'm mature, but not the maturest in the WORLD....
I'm a stupid girl, if you want to put it, and you said: Anything you don't understand, please ask....
I'm not born to ask questions automatically, I don't know what to ask at all.... Yeah, my brain still need installment!
Using chopsticks, speaking hokkien(family language), dealing with people.... No one tells me what to do on what circumstances... Even sometimes i have to learn something that 5-year-old kid learn from friends when I'M IN SECONDARY SCHOOL....
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But still, I don't hate both of my dear parents, I love them instead.
They didn't teach me something I have to learn, but they give me something called LOVE.
I'm happy (although a little angry) with this family....
Say I LOVE U to P & M! Wish them happy and healthy forever!

My Wishes

Everyone knows that when we have a birthday cake in front of us, we must make a wish.
My birthday is arriving, I must wish.
But, the problem is, which should I choose to wish...
I know this sounds greedy, I have always wish for many things, like "my family will be safe and happy forever" and "I will get 8A in PMR"...
Maybe some of my wishes are impossible to come true, but still, I believe someday, someday they will come true.
I wish my family will smile happily forever
I wish my family to be healthy
I wish my sister and her bf happily ever after
I wish my bro success in his future
I wish I can have a happy life in the future
I wish my dear best friends get what they want and reach their own dream
I wish all of us get 8A PMR
I wish my dream can come true
I wish the world will free from criminals
I wish everyone take care of our surrounding and does not argue
I wish plants and animals can be protected by every human on Earth
I wish I have the power to tell those who are sad to cheer up
I wish I can help unfortunate children
I wish...
I wish...
Love can be felt by everyone, deep inside our heart.
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Greedy, am I....

A Vow

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If I'm a disipline person, I might not have this desire:
I want to be a good student...
No one in this world is perfect,
that's why we have "desires"...
It is something we want badly,
something we want to achieve...
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So, I vow to become a good student that
respect teachers, follow the school rules and study hard.
Maybe I can achieve my dream by doing this.
My dear dream...


TO GET NUMBER 1!!!
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I love the green environment

Do you love green environment?

I love it very much.
When I see it, I feel calm, stress less....
Don't you think?
That's why I want everybody to help the world to become the cleanest planet in the universe.
That's why I hate those who "desire" to destroy the planet by cutting down trees and causing pollution.
Please, to those who is reading my blog,
let's make the world cleaner together with our hand!

Music in My Life

Music...
I love music...
I don't hate them...
And plus I am still having piano lessons...
I'm also a conductor in a choir...
A conductor has to love music...
Or you can say conductor must know how to love music, and be addicted...
Well, I'll try my best to be a music-addict person... -.-'''
I love to sing too...
Especially Japanese songs...
And now, I'm listening...
Singing silently inside my heart...

I'm The Dreamer...

Result from the test "Who you really are?": - The Dreamer :
You dream of something more than this provincial life you're currently living.
You imagine yourself living different lives, you imagine yourself living in different times.
You have a creative and free spirit.
You have the kindest of hearts and you even encourage the dreams of others.
Your life is a mesh of fantasy and reality; you have the unique ability to whisk yourself away in times of hardship and sadness; you have the ability to imagine and believe in bigger and better things. Enduring and strong, you need only yourself, your imagination, and your will to find your way.

I'm so afraid....

What I afraid the most?
Well, I'm really really scare, WHEN MY FRIENDS DESPISE ME.
I always think about what others think about me.
It is giving me headache....
I hope that everyone likes me, not that kind of like....
Even though I'm a bit forgetful, quiet, but I'm a sociable person.
I love to joke!
Everyone around me knows that, but please forgive me when I done something stupid or offended.
I don't want it to happen.
*//*PS: Actually my jokes are a bit, how to say, always have crows flying over one....

Anime in my life

It all started when I 'migrated' from SMJK Sin Min to SMK Ibrahim.
I have more free time from then.
Now, I have become an anime fan.
I watch most of the NORMAL and FUNNY anime.
I think the most successful anime is Ouran High School Host Club.
Even though it is not as famous as Bleach or Naruto/Naruto Shippuuden, but it is NUMBER 1 in my heart!
Please, for those who haven't watch Ouran High School Host Club, please go and watch no matter what!
It is funny! It is interesting! The character are all good and .... good!
Well, just watch it!

All I want is to help people psychologically

My DREAM is becoming a ..... is becoming a ..... is becoming a PSYCHOLOGIST.
I love this occupation.
But someone(my parents) told me that this is a difficult job.
But still I don't want to change my mind, well, maybe I change a bit.
I want to be a kindergarten teacher.
I want to teach the children to be the future GENIUS.
If I study PSYCHOLOGY, I can do it.
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Sometimes I try to help people psychologically, they just don't understand.....
Maybe I'm just to bossy in others' life.....
But still, again, I don't want to give up.
I trust that someday I have my successful dayssss! GANBATTE!