I promise

I promise i will change myself. A brand new me. Wait for it.

My life

Never had I thought of choosing dentistry as my future field to study. I like psychology, but that doesn't mean that I have to choose what I like. At least, I do not hate dentistry. Nevertheless, I felt a little disappointed as my parents do not support me in what I like. Psychology, well it's difficult to find a stable job to secure my future. And what's more I have a plan in my future. I promised myself that I'm going to give as much money I could to those who need it. I also want to become a social worker. If I could, I want to travel around the world and learn many languages plus their cultures. I'm sure these will not be just dreams! Dentistry, well after my research, I found that the annual salary of a dentist is 12k(average) and will increase according to the experience, and it might increase to 400k! Wish for my luck! And I wish a merry christmas to every friend of mine. Wish for a good year in 2012, but not a the end of the world year for 2012... P.S. I'm using my dear sister's IPad which she bought secretly a few weeks ago without the knowing of our dear parents, hehe, it's touch screen wholely, I never type a blog with touch screen before, this is the first time, don't know if in the future, the world might not be leaving touch screen to survive, or all the technology had been destroyed... The future is unpredictable, we never know what would happen in the future, so we must be brave to overcome every obstacle. Good luck my friends, love u all!

人是无情物？

至今我仍相信人生下来是带着使命而生下来的，一个人需要活着，为世界造就美好，完成使命，才可以离开。

但我在看到了一则令人震撼的新闻后，为人类的无情彻底感到失望。

人之初，性本善，人不是天生无情，可为什么会变成这样？

看到一个车祸伤重的两岁女孩，十八个路人，十八个路人竟然无视她，闭上眼关上耳朵就为了不要看到她的可怜，听到她的哭泣声。你们还是人吗？救一个人会死吗？怎么做到像打个电话求救会有人杀掉你似的，走过去救她会被雷劈似的。做好事有很难吗？况且是对一个两岁小女孩！！！

有时候，人们总是说，做好人真难，做了好人，却被人什么什么的，觉得不值得。但我告诉你，这世上就算是什么好事，做了，不会吃大亏，不会没有任何报酬。即使不是被帮的人给你报酬，那就是上帝给你报酬。或许，你做了，有一天自己遇难时，不会成了那个被见死不救得可怜人。。。

The never cured heart

Even though I try not to think about him, I still cannot prevent it. I want him to know how I feel, and I even want to know how he felt about me, I don't want to keep guessing. I want to know whether we could be together someday, or there is not a chance between us. I know I'm not suppose to have feelings for him.... I know...

To smile

I saw an article that told us to smile no matter what situation we are in. Smile is the best weapon, smile is the best cure.

I tried it, and I’m trying it, it really is my miracle.

I felt fabulous every day, well, I mean better than those days behind me.

I recommend you to smile too, smile whenever you feel down. If you do so, you will be cured and everyone around you will feel the happiness too. Aren’t this good?

Funny things about J-Xu@n No. 5 华文版

蜜蜂们辛辛苦苦采花蜜，带着一身的花蜜，又必须经过漫长路线才能抵达那温馨且充满金黄蜜糖的蜂窝。
蜜蜂们采花蜜需忍受大风大雨，需面对被鸟吃掉的风险，需防备被人类不小心一拍，“啪！”地被打死，还有需有心理准备面对迷路的问题.... 小小的蜜蜂最终飞入我家中，飞呀飞呀，它找到一丝光明，准备冲过去，谁知那里有一层网纱...
我，就站在那里盯着它看，本来说“活该”的心，渐渐地开始说“可怜”。
抱歉，小蜜蜂，我无能为力，那里有一层网纱，你出不去。当时你穿过窗口时，就已注定你的命运，因为... 那个窗口已经被卡住了-.-，开不了，只留下小缝给你一不小心地转进去了。网纱是很多年前放上去的，那么多年的历史，我，不能为了你而剪断网纱，再说剪断了网纱，还有两位玉王大帝与王母娘娘在后面耐心地等候把我给弄“死”，我看，还是算了吧...
对不起了，蜜蜂，我不是有意的，我其实很可怜你的。对不起哦，希望你投胎转世后，不要再成为会迷路的蜜蜂了....

Funny things about J-Xu@n No. 4

It seems again that losing concentration is a bad thing.
I was singing [loudly] in the bathroom, as usual, while taking a handful of shampoo in my hand.
La, la, la, la~
Then suddenly, i thought i was washing my face>>> I just washed my face twice, with shampoo and body shampoo.
Woo, my face was so clean, I thought.....

我来也

成为人生道路上的英雄会不会是我的命运？？？
哦，好像太自恋了。
不过要是上帝心血来潮丢给我一个酱伟大yet残酷的命运，我，自然会低下头来接受它。
曾经我想当一名心理学家，曾经我想帮助人，呃，不对，我还是想当心理学家，还是想帮助人。但我遇到了一个艰巨的磨难，我该如何是好？
父母亲的反对是不是要向drama里的主角们那样，大喊大叫：“我有我的梦想，我选了绝不后悔！”
当然，我也想这样呐喊试一试，不过这种剧情not my type, no no~~
我是个爱钱却又不爱钱的人，等等，我知道挺矛盾的，我爱钱，但我不会因为钱而牺牲一切，因为我爱钱仅仅是因为我需要它，我需要它来完成我另一个梦想。
前几天，我成功当了专门帮人解决人生问题的心理学家，跟你讲啊，超忙的！！！
一次过三个人跟你诉苦，一次过三个人：how to do leh????
这样的情景，我相信不会有很多人体验过，嗯嗯。
如果，我说如果，你想亲自体验这种感受，不妨告诉我，不过你要有心理准备，准备被气死，哇哈哈哈哈！！！

很久很久很久没有写啦！！！

啊！六月了，开始怕怕即将面临的考试.... 真没想到转眼间两个星期的假期就此告终了，遗憾，遗憾啊！我竟然浪费了多么宝贵的假期....
但我在这个假期了长大了。
我会学者去面对任何磨难，我不会逃避的。我知道我一直以来都是逃避责任，逃避磨难，一直活在我的comfort zone。嗯，是时候长大了！
朋友们，我现在会加油，你们也要加油！

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love my family and friends, love everyone who loves me, wish all of you a happy chinese new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is a new year so try to do better than last year, cause you have my faith in you, I know you can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~My Form 5 Life~

On the first day of school day..... "Whether u dislike it or not, SPM is still waiting by the end of THIS YEAR", said Pn. Asma. I was like, thanks teacher, thank you for reminding me......
God! Form 5 life is not that easy after all, I felt like grown up and old, am i crazy??
It is amazing to think that I have live for almost 17 years. That is quite long..... but I still have a longer way to go, a harder road to walk on....
Wish every single person I thought as my friend will get their desirable result in SPM, and of course be happy every day.